2019 started off rough for me. I found myself crying for days, missing work, and feeling like I had no reason to go on with life. I would have to say this was one of my darkest times yet. I couldn’t find the light at the end of the tunnel as the days kept passing by. Everyday seemed to get worse. Sleep wouldn’t even help me escape my thoughts. My dreams were suicide. They still are…
While I was dwelling on the past and feeling sorry for myself, I needed to get away from everything. I needed to cleanse my mind, body, & soul, so I spontaneously booked a trip to L.A three weeks ago.
Over this past weekend, I spent all day and night at the beach. I got to watch the sunset each evening over the Pacific Ocean in 70 degree weather. This was my third time in the Los Angeles/Venice/Malibu area, so I knew there would be no better place for a weekend vacation.
I’m sharing all my photos from my quick vacation, but I just wanted to note that most of these photos DO NOT have a filter on them. I’ve enhanced some a bit, but they’re basically THAT beautiful.
This trip was a reminder that my life isn’t over and I’m super thankful for everything I have. I was able to just get up and go, per usual, meanwhile many others don’t have that advantage.
Forever Grateful.
Xox
La Flare











Love it there and can’t wait to go back.
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Oh wow, these pictures are so beautiful and that sunset is stunning. I’d love to visit Venice Beach, hopefully, one day! Thank you for sharing 💜
With love, Alisha Valerie x | http://www.alishavalerie.com
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Thank you so much for reading! Malibu is even more beautiful!☺
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What beautiful photos! Glad you’re feeling better now too xx
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Thank you!!💕💕💕
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I’m so glad you took this trip. Sometimes when we are in a scary, dark place- just getting away and changing our scenery can be incredibly helpful. This trip shows how strong you are because you chose to try to conquer your suicidal thoughts. Please continue fighting and reach out for help when you need it!!!!!!
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Thanks so much for reading ! I just wanted to clarify, I didnt have suicidal thoughts. Just explaining being in my head is ‘suicide.’
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I’m so glad that you booked that trip! Seems like one great decision, especially if it helped you feeling better!
Your pictures are absolutely stunning!!! I’ve never been there but it’s defo on my bucket list x
Anaïs | http://anais-n.com
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Thank you !!!😊
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Some absolutely gorgeous photos!! Wow.
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Thanks so much !! 😊
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I love your photos!! Those sunrises are absolutely stunning- especially the ones with the waves crashing on the rocks. I’m glad that it help you reset on some of those thoughts you were having. Hang in there. ❤
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Thank you!! Those are my favorite pictures too. Thanks for reading! 😊
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I went to Venice for a bit when I was in California last summer and wow, your picture are absolutely breathtaking. Also, hope things are looking up for you!
Sarah | getupgetaway.com
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Thanks so much for reading! 💕
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Gorgeous photos Sorayah. Do you meditate? Meditating and deep yin yoga opened me up and expanded my awareness, helping me move my feelings along. Love and hugs from Turkey.
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Thank you !!! I’ve been working on meditating more! It definitely helps. Especially when you channel the energy from the moon phases. Thanks so much for reading !💕 xox
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Love love love Venice! It’s definitely one of my fav places here in LA! Stay strong babe! Sending all the positive vies your way!
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Thank you soooo much ! 💖💖💖💞💞💞
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It’s so important to get away from it all when you need to! I’m glad that you had that chance. I used to live out there, it is beautiful!! I miss it all the time 🙂
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So beautiful! Thank you so much for reading 💞
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Sending you love and positivity and hoping that the rest of 2019 will be better for you 💕 It definitely isn’t the end of the world! We just have to detox and get away from our normal lives sometimes. Venice Beach looks beautiful and would definitely be one of the places I visit should I take a trip to Cali!
Geraldine | https://geraldinetalks.com
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Thank you!!!💖💖💖💖
But yes, I completely agree! And make sure you visit L.A or Malibu at least once. The view is phenomenal!
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Your photos are so beautiful!
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Thank you so much !💕
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I visited Venice beach during my time in America, loved it!!
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I hope you had a chance to go over to Malibu. The sunsets are gorgeous in Venice though! Thank you so much for reading !
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Sometimes these are the moments that help us reevaluate whats going on in life…these incredible photos uplifted you and rightly so!
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Thanks so much for reading!
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