You know, I haven't really been sure how I'm quite feeling. And lately it feels like many people have been asking me that question. "How are you feeling?" "Are you doing okay?" I don't know. Do you want to know if I'm feeling better at the moment or overall? Or are you asking how I... Continue Reading →
This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things
It's Sunday morning and here I am laying in bed staring at the ceiling with tears in my eyes. It feels like I've been laying here for months. I've been here so many Sundays. Actually, I've been here regardless if it was Sunday. The day of the week doesn't matter. It's the continuous pattern. I... Continue Reading →
Always Waiting.
Over the years, it feels like I always had to depend on someone. I always needed somebody to do something with. I could never do it alone and I've been like this for as long as I can remember. I remember specifically my parents taking me places like Disney World or Six Flags when I... Continue Reading →
Breaking The Pattern…
So here I am yet again, embarrassed by my actions because of alcohol. We've all been there. We say "oh I was lit! I don't remember any thing. What a great time!" But was it actually a great time? What's fun about blacking out anymore???🤔🤔🤔 and how can not remembering your actions the night before... Continue Reading →
